The offical Day One entry

So, I think I did it today. I had a smoothie for breakfast, spiniach and orzo,steamed broccoli, roughly 2 ounces of chicken and a salad for lunch. I went to the gym for an hour today then had some nuggets ( I know, I know) a 20oz diet coke, 99 ounces of water then another 12 ounce can of diet coke. Half a grilled cheese sandwich (because I couldn't admit to my husband I went and got McNuggets, even though he brought home ice cream the shit head) and then a pint glass of ice water. I am not sure how great I did but at least it wasn't gummie bears and coke right?? Aside from the screaming headache I have I feel ok. I'm glad I at least got to the gym today. Oh and on top of everything this chick here has decided to give up smoking (again). I know, I do realize how bad it is for you, trust me I do. I just had a wee bit of a slip after two and a half years with out them, but I'll get back on track soon enough. I am trying to figure out what to do for dinner tomorrow. I was thinking either home made chicken parm or some spinach and cheese stuffed shells,garlic bread a salad and some steamed veggies. My kids LOVE steamed veggies. I am hoping that something comes of all this, you know it's gotten bad when your 5 year old comes over and asks if she can play with your play dough (i.e. my belly fat) Yeah, no need to tell me she's a sweet kid. Of course this is the same kid who told me she was glad I was fat because that's how God made me. Well God and I need to have a bit of a talk then. I think I will give up my glorious big boobs if I can just be a size 12 again. I swear I would in an instant. Uh-oh did you hear that?? I think my husband just had an attack of some sort at the thought of me losing my boobs. Oh well, this headache is kicking me arse and I need to go shower the gym stank off me, so off I go! Nighty Night